Please Give me a SignI love you.I love you.You say that you love me,But I don't know that you mean it anymore.I try to stay strong,Watching myself become 'just another guy,'And I slowly tear myself apart over it.I don't have the strength to do anything,To stand alone.Does this make me unworthy of love?The inability to be happy without it?I don't know anything anymore.I just want a sign,A sign that you still love me,That's all.Please, just a sign.
To my favorite internet friend
Letter to an Ex?You know who you are. How in the world do you remain intact? If I had such conflicting thoughts with myself, I would die. When I met you, you were really quiet, and came off as a peaceful person. When we began dating, though, I discovered that you're twisted and violent, with no real room for new ideas. I know that we both know the saying "politics makes for strange bedfellows," and it really does. Knowing how strongly your ideals clashed with my own, things were headed in a high-speed nose-dive. Before everything went to hell, I figured I'd cut the tie. This is difficult for me to write, because I've been avoiding talking to you for a while. You scared me when we were dating, and now I'm even more afraid of you. What I don't understand is your constant trying to keep in touch with me after you attacked me. I'm glad you found it in you for forgiving me for being in your foot's way, but I'm not so sure I
Letter to a StrangerDear Stranger, I saw you at Journeys today; you helped me choose these awesome Macbeths that I'm wearing right now. :3 Your energy was infectious, man! It was amazing! I don't know if it was just the Red Bull/ 5-hour energy combo that you had just consumed, or if you're always that awesome, but it was a lot of fun having you as the store person today. Thanks for making something boring like shoe shopping more interesting. Yours Truly, ~Cedric
Letter to My DreamsDear Dreams, Why do you hide from me? Whenever I finally get to sleep, I enjoy such vivid images and interesting stories, but they elude my memory every time I wake up. Have I offended you in some way? Is there something wrong? I don't know anymore, really; I sleep a lot now, and I can't remember any of you. Could you please stay with me a bit longer? Sincerely, Cedric
Letter to my SisterHey, Madi! I don't really know what to say to you, either, since we talk so much anyway. Are you excited for Into the Woods? Everyone loved you last night as Rapunzel's Prince, and you're going to be awesome tonight as Granny. With I.T. taking up the vast majority of my life, I don't really know what else to talk about. You're really awesome, Madi, you know that, right? You're really outgoing and you feel comfortable just being goofy. I respect that, really. Well, I suppose that I'll see you in about an hour, when you wake up. Love Ya! ~Cedric
Letter to mum and da'Dear Mom and Dad, I just spoke with you two about an hour ago, and now I'm writing a letter to you. Heh, funny. Well, I guess I'd just like to say that I'm thankful for everything; the food, the home, the music, the exposition to all of the arts, really. I love you guys, and I hope you don't get convicted for terrorism because I don't know how to defend. Only yours for 2 more years! ~Cedric
Letter to CaseyDear Casey, You're awesome. I don't care what you say, you're just awesome. I hope you're enjoying your time in New York, but I still wish you could be in Into the Woods with me. I watched the play on DVD today with Trevor and your Mom, and I know what I can do better now (Thank gods!). I don't know what to say, really, every time we talk there is so little left unsaid on my part. I dunno, I love you, and I miss you. <3 I'm looking forward to seeing you on Sunday,even though you're gonna have serious jet-lag and be ridiculously tired. You're always tired anyway, ahaha. It's funny; everyone at the theatre misses you, almost as much as I do. Sofia has gone to sitting on my lap, now that Daddy is gone. :3 It's funny, I wanted a child, and now I have one. She's adorable, you know. She just needs a little bit more practice and she'll be a great Jack's mother once